Touch Not This Wall by Harley Melton
Touch Not This Wall: A Novel of the Vietnam War........and After
Touch Not This Wall is a novel that is more than anything else about
friendship and love. But not just any friendship or love, but a friendship
and love between two Marines born from the fiery furnace of combat in
Vietnam. I never served in combat but I have known enough combat vets to
know that a friendship formed in war is in many ways closer than that of a
man and his wife or a man and his child.
It is also a novel about loss, for only one of these men came home from
their time in Hell. And the survivor felt this loss as deep as any can be
felt. But his friend did not disappear from his life completely. He became
like a guardian angel that he could talk to like he was still there. And as
long as this man still held his dead friend in his heart, he was still there
for him.
It is also a novel about the confusion, anger and chaos experienced by
the survivor when he came back to The World. A place that he and his friend
often talked about and made plans for their futures, but was nothing like
the place they had left when they went to war and when he returned.
But in the end their came a healing, a forgiveness, an understanding, a
peace of mind.
Harley Melton, the author, served as a helicopter door gunner in
Vietnam with HMM-164 in 1967 and HMM-265 in 1969. So I would say he knows
first hand what he writes about.
I would recommend this book to anyone but especially to Vietnam combat
vets, for I'm sure many of them have had the same experiences. It will be a
very difficult book for you to read because of the emotions it will bring to
the surface. It was difficult for me to read and I'm not a combat vet. But I
think it would be a healing process for you to read this book. The author
himself explains it better than I can.
He says, " So if you are like me and once had a friendship born of
combat that you have not shared with your wife, your children, or your
family and friends, do so and do it soon, while you still can. Gather your
children, your family, friends and lovers about you and tell them what it
was like to have this man as your friend. Tell them what it meant to you
then, what it means to you and what it now means to them, to share through
the telling your experiencing such a deep love for another man.
On some spring or early autumn evening call them together, and take
them outside with you. And finally, when the darkness is deep enough to hide
your tears, and the tree frogs and the cricket songs are loud enough to
cover the duskiness in your voice, say to them, "Let me tell you a story.
The story of a man I once knew and whose life with me I will never forget. A
man who will forever be the one about whom I say, as the McClaren's Scottish
grandmother was fond of repeating, "Tis well and glad I am, that I knew ye."
Chris Spencer
USMC 1972-76
Tuscaloosa, Alabama
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